Breathing Again

At the moment I feel like I am absolutely on the right track.  I still haven't found myself back in a position comperable to my last gig, but I'm feeling balanced right now. Content. It feels like all the nos and all the maybes have assembeled themselves into a giant arrow, pointing to my next big thing.  That all the art will come, as well as be security. 

I was ashamed to leave my last job. I felt the need to fall on old habits (working retail, which is the toughest habit to quit), feeling a twinge imposter syndrome for my marketing skills. But many many applications and a few assessments altered, whittled themselves into a few interviews and wouldn’t you know it. I’m good at this. I can speak to my abilities and what I want to bring to my next place of work. 

Everything is going to be okay. When one door closes, open it again. That’s how doors work. 

I’ll step through it soon enough.