I've decided to start writing when I don't know how to feel useful during my days.
Not that this is the peak of my utility, but opening up honestly is still a noble effort in finding it.
I've been struggling the last week or so. It mostly likely could be the weather, or physical pain, or the adaptation to a new day-to-day. Regardless of why, it has been a struggle. The days seem to wash over me and swirl together in their meaninglessness. I can't remember which conversations happened with whom, and it seems I need at least two cups of coffee to get through the day without a nap. I'm tired physically and metaphysically, and as I can't identify the cause I can't begin to work on the antidote.
Performing is also likely related. I'll do what I can to actively feel better. One effort each day will hopefully be enough to keep me on solid ground. Today's effort was yoga this morning. The kitten cuddles as I partake, causing the kitten nuzzles to be the main motivator. Hopefully this sticks.
Wishing you all love and warmth through these gray days.
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